So all this makes me feel.. i am actually grateful for all those people who came into my life and left at the right time to help me become the person i am today.. it's true that even though we know we are falling into it we still let ourselves into this vicious circle.....But the experience is beyond words, what we learn from every relationship that ends there is a new hope and belief in us to kick ass in the next one...One just doesn't have to be dumb about it....but they should be strong enough to understand and face it with utmost courage... As i have from my past experiences.... and always given much more...... more care,love and warmth....but hey i was dumb in thinking it's all about giving.. trust me guys !!! giving yourself selflessly does you no good.you would probably end up as a loner,and this holds true for most of the people even for those who think they have it all sorted out and don't care n all...Don't brood over what's gone,smile that it happened.. You had an opportunity to know a wonderful person,care and love him... but may be you werent just meant to be... Atleast i would think that and hope and pray all well for me and him for the sake of goodtimes...
CHEERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The spaces between......

They say- "one should be unselfish enough in love to give their special ones what they want " But i really doubt if this feeling is mutual. it's always giving n giving n giving till the time every little happiness of love you have is sucked out of you, and then you are left feeling regret having done it in the first place.. perhaps now i understand why people say that - falling in love is in itself falling. Have u ever heard of somebody saying they have risen in love.. i bet you havent.coz now i am made to believe that this feeling is totally nonexistent. this is just a lame excuse people use to cheer themselves,to aptly fill those spaces in their lives.. it's just a notion.........far far far from reality...........................................